Clouds

Every day, God makes many decisions. One of which is to paint a picture of beautiful clouds, or to leave the sky a perfect shade of blue. Some days, he will choose to use the puffy clouds like normal. Other days, he will choose to be creative and make odd paintings; using different colors, shapes, and sizes. This sky was made to show everyone how artistic and amazing he really is. All the odd droops and colors of the clouds creates a mood; some peoples moods different than others. To me, it makes me feel relaxed with an overwhelming sense of calmness. Just sitting here in a class room, I can feel the warm breeze running across my face; a magical feeling no one else could feel. I can picture myself sitting on my back porch watching this odd sunset take it's course.

Mock Essay

Everyone is has something in common. They all listen to music. People don't realize that listening to music is a daily routine. They get up for work, get in their car, and listen to music. Some people get up and sing their favorite song in the shower. They will go to work and sing to make the little people's life more exciting. Music is apart of everyone's life even if they realize it or not.


Bullying is such a cruel and dangerous habit to take part in. Why would you ever want to bully someone and make their life miserable? How would you feel is someone bullied you and made your life a living hell? Some bullies push their victims so hard that they feel the need to kill their self that way they don't have to hurt physically or emotionally anymore. These poor innocent people with disabilities, clothes that aren't "up to date", or just not the cool people are being treated like trash because they can't help certain circumstances in their life. 

This guy though..

The answers that this guy is giving sounds pretty legit, but I know he's just bs' ing his way through it just to earn a few extra bucks here and there. I understand that life can strike at anytime during a student's life, but they need to realize that only they can better themselves. They aren't learning anything from having someone else write their paper for them, and even if the writer says it's not plagiarism, it is. If you have somebody write a paper for you and you take the credit for the essay, yes, technically it is plagiarism. There so so many students that have had hard times come and go with multiple things to do, but they need to realize that they are responsible for their own priorities.Not that I have experience or anything, but I just don't think that websites like these should be trusted at all. For all we know it can put a virus on your computer. Honestly, I think it's just odd; having people write essays for random people they don't know. Do the writer's just sit around and wait til their next assignment? Why would they even want to do something like this? Some answers may be because they want to help out people with too much stress and to bring some relief. Well, it would bring them more relief to organize their life and have them do it their self. All I'm saying is that people need to do assignments that THEY are assigned to do and not somebody else. THEY are responsible for THEIR own priorities. If they would organize their life a little bit more and have time for school and less time for unimportant events, they wouldn't be so stressed.

Heavens and Hells

     I endured more heavens than hells this week. The only hells that I had been stuck with were studying for my chemistry test and trying to pull my car out of the 5 foot deep snow that was plowed on the side and top of it. My chemistry was the main hell. There were so many topics and equations you had to know. What didn't not help was the fact we had missed quite a bit of school due to snow or holidays, so we didn't have a lot of time to review in class. I slaved away for days in my room; studying and making up my own tests to prepare myself for the real thing. Turns out, only half the things she said to study for were actually on the real test, and I ended up with a 92%. My hell then became a relieving heaven. My heavens this week were getting problems solved with my boyfriend, and realizing that opening up and discussing problems is the only way to solve them. Acting like a 10 year old and not talking for 2 whole days solves absolutely nothing. I also finally had the chance to set up an interview at Mercy hospital. I can finally get my foot in the door and learn more about the field that I'm going into.

That's Just How I Am

      I believe that my results from my Jung Typology Test was completely accurate. It couldn't have been more right on target. My results ended up being ESFJ. It says that they like being in charge. I'm always the one that like to be in charge. From kindergarden to now, being in charge is right up my ally. When I do get involved with something, I add a little something more to it. They called it zest, which is the perfect word for it. After doing something for others, I do expect something back in return. That's just how I am.
      They also explained that ESFJ's are easily hurt or wounded. I can agree to that as well. If someone upsets me, or does me wrong, that really interferes with my feelings, thinking, motivation, and all other necessities I need on a daily bases. I don't forgive easy either. I can hold grudges on the littlest things. That's just how I am.
      I do wrestle with making the right decision over the wrong decision. I battle that every single day. Should I do my homework tonight or wait til the day it's due? Should I hang out with my friends all night or stay in and hang out with my family? Should I clean my room or wait another day or two? There's always something you have to choose between, but the majority of the time, I will pick the wrong decision. That's just how I am.
      I can never really trust anyone nowadays. I've had so much trouble in the past that I've never had the chance to fully recover from it. I am getting better at it. Holding me back is probably my "wounded" personality. Holding grudges is never a good thing. I'm a very good observer. I can sense trouble, sadness, or happiness when people least show it. I'm always aware of my surroundings wherever I may be. That's just how I am.

I Started At A Young Age..

            About nine years ago, I was going to a church seminar in Springield with my mom and grandma. My mom let me choose where to eat. I was in the mood for Chinese so I picked Mr. Yen's. That was, what I thought, probably the best Chinese restaurant in Springfield. The waitor sat us down and asked what we wanted to drink. I was wanting something a little fruity, so I asked for a fruit punch. A few minutes later, we received our drinks. I took a huge drink of my fruit punch, thinking it would be the same as all the other fruit punches I've tasted... YUCK!!! It's disgusting! I told my mom I didn't like it, but she assured me it's probably just how the chinese make it. So I kept drinking.
            I ordered another one and drank that one too. I had finally gotten to drink my last cup and felt a little sick. "Mom, this is not tasting right." She takes a sip of my fruit punch. I've never in my life seen her eyes get so big. THIS HAS ALCOHOL IN IT!!!!!!!! My grandma couldnt believe it. "Let me take a sip. Yep! Thats alcohol alright!" My mom yelled for the waitor! He explained that there shouldn't have been anything in my fruit punch. "Look at her! She's drunk!" I couldn't help but laugh at everything anybody was saying. He gave us our meal for free, and we were off to a church seminar. My mom was dreading it. Who would want to bring a drunk 9 year old to a church seminar anyway? We finally got there and took our seats.
           At the very beginning, they started off with a prayer. It was quiet; so quiet you could hear a pin drop. Then all of a sudden, you could hear me from the top balcony laughing my head off. Everyone was looking at me with a snarl. My mom quickly picked me up and took me to the lobby. We then left the seminar and drove home. So much for the church seminar!